@jared13
Jared DeCarlo
@jared13 · 4:32

Unloved unwanted and unsafe

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This is fucked up. Losing I'm losing both of my parents, both of which, according to my mom, never loved me and never wanted me. I don't know how I'm supposed to feel about this, but I don't feel good, and I'm not in the best of moods, and I'm not making the best decisions for myself because I'm filled with all this self hate and this anger, and I don't know, if I go to see him

#mother #dysfunctional family #alone #unwanted #death #/ #caregiving #giving up

@DBPardes
Deborah Pardes
@DBPardes · 1:33

@jared13

And the tablerasa, the newness of your next chapter will yield really interesting opportunities that you can't see right now. So holding on is the best thing we can do and that's what I got for you. So hold on and stay creative and stay in your audio journaling space and just sending you support in the only way community can with just saying I hear
@AntoniaMoore
Antonia Moore
@AntoniaMoore · 4:45

You are a loving and caring man. You matter! I'm here to listen.

Don't be hurt by others who don't reciprocate the love that you put out. They're absolutely not capable. They're not capable. They don't even know how to accept what you're giving because you're on such a high plane. Keep keep going where you're going, keep being you. Take care of you, and you absolutely matter. Bye
@Swell
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15

Welcome to Swell!

@Her_Sisu
J.L. Beasley
@Her_Sisu · 4:57

You are heard. You are seen. You matter. https://www.betterhelp.com

I recognize the little girl inside of me still yearns for the ideal version of this parent in my head. And that's what I heard as I was listening to you. The little boy in you yearns and still longs for and rightfully so, the ideal version of the father you need and the mother that you need. And there's a gap, you don't have that and you haven't had that. I want you to know that you matter universally, spiritually
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