#past #regret #trying to stay present #addiction #escapist #lost #getting older #disappiontment #self loathing

#dad #dying #hospice #making peace

#mother #dysfunctional family #alone #unwanted #death #/ #caregiving #giving up

Death, crossing over, hospice, feeling better, darkest before dawn, fake friends, sobriety, facing fear, being alone

Death, silence, fear, lonely, insanity, sos

Jesus, faith. Bullshit

Grief, Loss, sadness, death, saying goodbye, loneliness, fear

Recovery sobriety mental illness depression anger frustration irritability withdrawal stimulant abuse

Mourning, abusive parents, emotionally reactive,

Stray dog, decisions,

Soberiety, fake friends,

Sober, fear, self love, forgiveness, acceptance

Sober, dreaming, goals, hitting bottom, rising, the Phoenix, never give up

Sobriety, escape, acceptance,surrender

Not giving up, trying, keep on keeping on

Self hate anger death

Suicide death

Death, life after death, reincarnation, creation what's the point

Older acceptance regret

Feeling down

#Loneliness #fear #death #life #higher self #lost #