The year after that I did date men and women, but the idea of kissing a woman again was not disgusting, but just not desirable. And from there on, I continued to break down the walls that I had built up in my mind so that people wouldn't think I was gay. And now I want people to think that I'm gay because I am and it makes me who I am and it doesn't hold back my personality
Bowie Rowan
@bowie · 1:34
I absolutely loved your story. Thank you so much for sharing it. I think it's just incredible the path that we all take to get to the most fullest and the most authentic and genuine expression of ourselves, not only within our relationship with ourselves, but also with others. And I loved what you said about the work you had to do in breaking down the walls within yourself to accept and sort of allow yourself to love who you love and be with who you wanted to be with
Sontaia Briggs
@PKBriggs · 5:00
And I remember it was the day we were supposed to be having a housewarming party and things were getting a little Rocky between us. I think maybe there was some cheating scenario. I don't know, but we ended up getting into this argument. The party is going to be happening so people are coming. My friends are coming to this house because they don't know. My friends don't know. I think one friend knows at this point but all my other friends they don't know