As I had a pension for buying tickets without thinking about the day of the immediate response is gratification. Is it jumping through the hoops fees? The frantic presale rush at 10:00 A.m. To buy and possibly coming up empty? Is it keeping the positive energy going from working day to night? I can barely keep my eyes open past 03:00. P.m. Has my idea for what joy is changed and began to fall into the same patterns over the course of the year of holidays, concerts and travels?