And it was so easy for me to try and try and move things around and create the change that way and change things on the outside, but nothing really changes them. The work is having to change things within myself and how I perceive things and how I react or don't react to things. And it's really hard in my pursuit of trying to stop feeling things, in my pursuit of trying to go numb, tend to lose some things that are important along the way
Chelsea Hanawalt
@allowthesun · 1:05
Hi, Jared. I hear you, and I am just sending you all the good energy for this change that you're going through. Change is not easy. It is hard. And I appreciate, as you said at the end right. Like, going into it, diving into you called it h***. But I think that I've definitely been at those moments in my life, and sobriety was something that I have done and I'm still working on I call myself