But it's probably like a month or so after I got home, I was right back doing the same thing to the point to where I stayed clean long enough to get a job. But then I got to the job and I couldn't stay clean. I couldn't put together any clean time. And it was like, to be honest with you, my drug of choice would I wasn't even the relapse wasn't even what my drug of choice was
Deborah Pardes
@DBPardes · 1:46
But they came in and out, and we would do some music therapy. We do a lot of talking. And I think that part of the importance of addiction is to recognize the cycles like you so eloquently expressed and the journey and the need for chronicling it and saying, okay, here's today the one day at a time thing which is so true and so real. But to hear yourself and to hear yourself in community and to find solace in the journey with others