Stop being hard on yourself!
At the end of the day, you will be tired of doing everything that you are doing. Go slowly. I know the changing generation has a notion that they have to do everything at once, quickly. They want everything very fast, very furious. But you need to slow down, to calm down, to relax and give time to yourself. That's the most important thing. There's nothing in the world more important than you, your own self
I was not like this, but I am now and which is very helpful, which is a very a blessing for me. It is a blessing. I feel really good when I think of myself. It's I should be my utmost priority and now I am my priority. So I'm very grateful for the things I've learned from my life and a very nice girl. Thank you so much