And it's just about that time. We don't scream. No more night terrors from growing up on m when he tried to come through the door. So many tremors from soldiers in foreign countries. Lives I've died in before. There's some part of me that should forever stay sleep. And this is why she lays with me. Cuddle up in the corner. I'll rock her to sleep. Because when another leaves, another lies, another. Makes her feel like less than a priority