I don't know how to tell her that. You barely speak to me, so I just won't call her back. It's been three years. I know she's waiting for you to call her back. We don't have crosses to bear when you're always throwing it all into the back. It was so much easier when you cut instead of squirts back. There was a way out. You've forgotten about it now. Hotel rooms always look the same when you spend time in them