If you don't have look for a job, find your sustainable income and you can prepare if you are into that much of ups. So you can just prepare side by side rather than just focusing and after devoting your whole six year of your precious life, of your youthful age, rather than just wasting it, just do it now. Do something else. Ups is not your life. It is just a journey. It is just a part of your life, not even a complete part