It was quite a sight, wasn't it? The moment I mumbled incoherently fearful of littleness of movement and unfamiliar sound periods of sanity mingled with confusion, illusions and delusions distorted perceptions weird thoughts I held onto daily but it was merely comedy to you, wasn't it? I saw you laughing happily countless house why me click my mind? I know I'm sick but why do I behave so unbalanced? Imagine what I saw I didn't make up what I heard why is that so hard to believe?