And I'm here today because my growth is just keeps amazing me, so I know that it amazes others as well and I get that and that's really the purpose and that's really dope when people tell me, I process it and I decompress and process it again because a lot of people are not like me. They don't do well without cheerleaders next to them and close to them and they don't long for more in life every single time and they don't focus mostly on themselves