But I think about him so much. What do I think about? I think about how it was in the beginning. I think about is he ever going to come back? I think about does he think about me as much as I think about him? I think about how is he accomplishing his goals? Is he doing his daily tasks? Is he happy? Is he smiling more now that I'm out of his life? Does he remember me and smile? Am I really just a memory?