I'm 47, but still I'd like to be a little more thinner. Especially my abdomen is where I need to lose weight. So it started with all of that. After that, my mom made a comment. My mom, who I've been taking care of, who I do everything for, I try to make her as happy as possible. Stated she needed a vacation. That really hurt to hear her say something like that
Tee S
@teawithtee · 5:00
I don't think you're going to die. I think you've been blessed, you're a father. I try to try to give him words of encouragement. Again, this is my brother. I don't know how to hear people that you love tell you about things and not want to help them. But I'm trying to learn to just keep my mouth shut. It's so incredibly hard because you want to help
Tee S
@teawithtee · 5:00
It was going so well, and I, honest to God, don't know what went wrong. It's almost as if he's in a relationship on his own, but there's no room for me. He talks so highly of me and then all of a sudden I'm competitive and I'm complicated and I'm ungodly and I'm conflicting. I like conflict, conflict. And I'm full of assumptions. Who wants to be with someone like that, right?
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
Tee S
@teawithtee · 5:00
And she gave it to me, and she started telling me in Spanish, I know you're going through a lot. I can't begin to imagine what you're going through, but you're very special to me, and we're praying for you and your family. And I said, Lord, thank you. And I said, thank you, Angie. Thank you. Because I felt like God speaks to us through people
Tee S
@teawithtee · 2:18
I just want to say that I'm grateful for this community or for this. I feel like there's a purpose in the pain, right? Like the Kazuki, I think it's called, the Japanese art of broken glass with gold. How there's beauty in the middle of ashes, beauty in the middle of brokenness. And we all have some brokenness, right? We all have. And I think about that. I think about how God is in control and he'll see us through