I know for some people that it is extremely difficult, especially if you suffer from depression or if you've been through something traumatic which kind of throws you off course or leaves you asking questions as to why this or why that. Respectfully, life has its ups and downs, and you've heard me say that many times. I don't think personally that when I was born that my parents, after having eleven children, because I'm one of eleven, would expect to have three disabled children