Do you believe that god can change your situation?
Once you put it out there to universe, god is going to bless you. Your blessings don't come by you doubting yourself. Your blessing does not come by you being ugly to people. Blessings don't come to you. By you sabotaging your own faith. You sabotage your own blessings. So stop speaking negative things. Start treating people right however you want to be treated. You treat people the same. Stop talking ugly. Stop talking reckless. You have to do better. Change your mindset