Dealing with it in your own way
Me, or anyone else, for that matter, doesn't have a say in it. And about letting it go, that's something you'll have to do on your own, at your own pace. Every single person who loves you will be by your side to help you whenever you need it. But other than that, it's your own journey. Okay, I know you still think it was your fault, but it wasn't. And we all know that