I was back as my old self. An amalgamation of the impressions of all the people I had met, lived with and imagined. It was devastating. This was a form of grief I was not ready to receive. Gradually, I got adjusted to my new size and began accepting it as a blessing in disguise. I wondered if I had done something wrong and God was trying to teach me a lesson. When I looked back, it dawned upon me that I had been quite arrogant