How do you deal with death?
Yeah, I did grieve, I cried a lot, but I didn't cry maybe as much as I was supposed to. Also because I wanted to be the stronger person for my mum and my brother. If they see me cry, then it just makes them feel even worse, right? And so I didn't cry. I missed my dad, but I didn't cry enough. And these days continued. I stayed with mum and brother for a few more days, months