I don't evell know where to start. I don't talk to none of my family who on my mom's side or my dad's side. I haven't talked to them in years. Both sides. I just found out today. I went on one of my cousins page and I found out that one of my cousins had got killed. I didn't even know until I read my cousin's post. This is so much going on. Just so tired. So drained of this world