And I have to take what comes just taking what comes with the day, whether it's ups or downs, whether it's opportunities to laugh with a friend, and whether it's time for me to shed and maybe have some anger, oh, my gosh. Because that's a new thing for me. Allowing myself to feel anger and be okay without making an excuse, yeah, that is definitely something that is getting new for me and normal that I am. Okay, you ready?