I was very agitated and angry, and at times I would get violent and scream at her because she dared to scream at me about or get upset with me or question me about how I was thinking or feeling. And that's not right. But she the saint that she is. She pushed through it, and she knew that I'm her son and I needed help. And that that wasn't me talking. I really need to call her and thank her for all that today