I really hope that five to ten years later when I'm listening on this back, I am not as affected by them as I am right now because I just feel that I have been kind of like used or will get into it. So my high school, my school, which was for my primary, middle and most of my high school, I left it in class ten after my board and I joined this under school like in October. So it was like already half of decision
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:48
Okay, so we already made route three and we have like went forward to one of this certain computer class. It was still December. Okay, we joined, we started our offensive class on 1st December. I went on 2nd December and it was like after this certain computer classes, after a few days, of course we had computer classes for a while now, but this one was pretty specific
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:27
And he's like I don't remember how the conversation went, but the Annette went and they changed topics. We forgot about it. So continue in the next part
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:59
I don't like going around in school outfit. Even if I did, I had submitted my phone in the office, which wasn't really required. I could have just left. Oh my God, I regret that so much. If only if only I didn't went to school that day, 90% of the problem between me and Rafael won't have caused. So he and I were sitting together. The school has given us tabs, right? So he had this tab
rita
@rita.speaks · 3:01
That's how I got my other best friend jewelry. And he was like okay, let me buy you one. And he got me a necklace, a chain which is from a very tough and lasted but I have to lock it design which is really going on on TikTok and everywhere. But to me it's really special because he gifted me that and to honest and he really trusted him as a friend for living at all
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:54
Okay. So yeah, it was going on. And this satin day this is like a school day or your normal school day. It was Saturday. So Raghav heard from certain people that many people, certain groups of people that some people are calling him a playboy. Even I also had heard some people calling me a play girl. I was kind of hurt. But then I was like, yeah, whatever. You don't like me but your boyfriend does. So that's not really my issue
rita
@rita.speaks · 3:30
Now, who started this playground playboy thing? We don't know. Was it Christopher and his girlfriend? We don't know. That girl apparently heard it from them or from some source. We don't know. We still don't know till this date who started it, why they sat at it, and why was him and I were the target. And Christopher talked to me pretty nicely, pretty hyped on WhatsApp I would sometimes tell Rag over about it
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:40
But no worries, it was like too long on the road. And so I told him I'll call you back once I go back home. So I do that, I go back home and they call him and I tell him how you and all that. And he says that he won't talk to any girl in school from now onwards. And now I'm like, Will you not talk with me too? I said, I joke, I was expecting a no
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:56
It was also called PTMA, but actually the school is glorifying. How glorious they are to the guardians. And my guardians came, rucci and Raghav's guardian came and their guardians were separately called in and they were informed about their students and what they're up to. Mainly focus on the love life and all that. Now, not only them, but quite a bunch of people about the smoking habit, all that, but not academic
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:25
Here's the thing. Ruchi doesn't carry her phone, but she was carrying this day. Okay, I'll check in with others and let you know. I get it done. Now it's getting interesting
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:35
And I'm like, this is on the time Ruchi is missing. And he's like, Ruchi was with me. I was so shocked at that point. She was with him. They were together. And here's an interesting thing. Well, like the gap before he called me back that few months gap during that time there's another girl which about whom I think I have already told, but I'm going to give her again a new name. Let's call her no. Okay
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:46
So I ask her, where are you? And she tells me she was ragged. And I told her a few things, which is what I don't remember. I've also deleted all the recordings because that she hurts all those recordings. I've deleted them. Then I asked her this one question that really sticks out to me till to this day. If I went today like I asked her, I didn't go to school today, right? So that day I didn't go to school
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:53
Okay, so mia, I told you. And she's like, I told you they would be Twitter. They were lying. They were using you and all that. And your truths are bitter. They never taste good. That's what it felt. But that bitterness felt like it was hitting my heart. I just accepted what she told me at that point. No, I don't blame her. She said it was true. I fought against everyone. I went against my parents
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rita
@rita.speaks · 4:45
Remember, I'm not good in handy subtitles. And I was like in confusion. Like, should I say? Not say. But I feel like if I say it that day, everything I felt, maybe I won't have been doing this swells to the dusting with tears after I was become the villain in front of the ones I betrayed for them the class. The worst thing is with gruchi. I once went to a class during breaks. Everything
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:29
And yeah, I did told that to him later on. It was totally unplanned. And I knew you felt like that. And that's when I told him everything about Grootsheets. Like this, like that. Let me tell you, this was way before. By then they were dating, but this whole circle didn't happen to them. He said, Rucci doesn't really give a s***
rita
@rita.speaks · 4:42
Okay. So I feel like I won't really have much more to add because I feel like I've already said a lot about this topic and I get my pointed cross. Yesterday I was like, yesterday, I guess the day before yesterday, me, I was viewing status. I just opened WhatsApp? And then I saw Rava that uploaded status for the first time in a while. I still have the number and I have a bluetooth on, right?