There's no rush. Blessings comes with patience. Our patience come with blessing. Whichever one it is. You get what I'm trying to say. So there's no rush. And I am focusing on a lot more important things I don't have time to be focusing on. Oh, they text me and didn't really say much. And I wonder this. No, I've been through enough therapy to understand myself and that to know that this isn't worth it