And so I kind of spent my teenage years and my early adult years having what I would describe as 1ft in and 1ft out, 1ft in heaven and 1ft in hell, or just not serving God, never fully being able to give my whole heart to him. And really, that was up until I was 24 years old. And I had a supernatural encounter on January 19 of 2011, when I found my biological mom dead after five days of her being dead