I just want to extend my love, my heart to you. I was 18 going on 19. Or it's a little foggy and blurry, but when I attempted the attempt that you may have an ideation and deal with thoughts of suicide, but the day that the thought and the actions come together is serious. So that day, sometime June 1996, I was at my wits end. The matriarchs of my family had said some things to me that broke me into a myriad of minuscule little pieces