It, and I'm doing this in hopes of helping someone else, because sometimes we just want peace. And we don't want to rest in peace, but we want peace that we can feel and emote and express and live and dancing, twirling. So I pray that whoever stumbles upon this and is feeling like giving up because you feel, meh and blah, like me, you hold your head up. Anyway, be nice to yourself. Be ginger, be patient. Cry if you want