But as long as you raise your self awareness and you're staying focused, you're being mindful of your strengths and weaknesses and you're learning your emotional triggers, which is a huge advantage to this, because then you learn to avoid things that you know you're not ready for. And you prepare for the things that can cause trouble. You will prepare for the day. In the mornings, it seems like that's the time I'm really able to be myself, really be uppity