We can be going out, going out to eat all the time. We could be doing these things. But we're choosing to use this time to work as being parents, working on a relationship, working on a relationship with her daughter. Because when she is five, six, seven years old, that's when I would really like to be able to have those opportunities to take her everywhere
And as a result, I stand here today still single, because I came to the realization maybe ten years ago that I am not going to seek out these abnormal, dysfunctional relationships anymore because number one, is not good for my mental health. My mental health was never that great because of the way I grew up. And we didn't have we never went to therapy as children back then. We're too poor, number one, we couldn't have gone to therapy
J Moor
@Phase_Reality · 3:14
And, like, I want to really get into those deep, honest conversations because I feel like just like children growing up, we were giving these little bits of lies. Whether it was intentional or not, or even if it was positive. You're giving these lies because, you know, as a children, like, oh, you can't touch that, and you make up something, right? Well, that's kind of how the world works today as adults
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
J.L. Beasley
@Her_Sisu · 4:45
But in that discomfort I have reaped so many diamonds. When I tell people I've been unemployed for eight months, listen, there was a moment because I have a testimony with this, I'll give a glimpse of that. There was a moment last year that I was about to lose my house and all through that I had unwavering. Even though it was scary, I had this unwavering and still do have this unwavering belief in me and what I am doing with my business now
J Moor
@Phase_Reality · 4:17
Ever since that day, I remember just like, all right, this reality is just not meant for me. I just remember just the world being so mean and cruel to me ever since that day. So, yeah, it's very drastic. And the family part is so bizarre because I do feel them