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Tarun Panda
@PandaMic · 1:40

The Anxious Monster

The sleepless nights panda ending frights seemingly having no rights just want to be as free as guides the constant fight with negative thoughts the pain and body never stops with the season being cold it gets so cold there's just no end to it I have to endure it just like the others do got to live the day with or without you it engulfs me like a monster pressing its claws deep down my throat the suffrage never seems to end the internal battle upon me that defense winning a battle doesn't guarantee the war losing a battle makes the next one even harder going ahead or stopping behind there's just no way to rewind to go back to those golden days without this black cloud hovering over me it's 02:00 a.m. And I can't sleep or what I'd give to fall in the slumber down deep the physical manifestations

My first Swell. To be honest, i wrote this while having an episode of anxiety. Just what i felt during the entirety of it! #swell #poem #mentalhealth

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Gaurav Chauhan
@Gaurav1106 · 0:43
Hi, tarun bro. D***, I don't know you know what to say. You've written very well. I have to check out if you have other stuff, please share your socials with me. But do keep sharing this one as well. So many anxious nights have been going on for me as well lately. And when you were reading out these hauntingly beautiful lines, I was just able to say, that not the only one
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Tarun Panda
@PandaMic · 0:49

@Gaurav1106

Hey, Garve, thank you so much for your kind words, man. They really, really mean a lot. And yes, I'm sure many of us are going through similar experiences almost every other day and fighting our own battles, and I really do hope that we all become victorious. Regarding my other socials, I do have a blog on WordPress as well, as I had written a book a few years back, so it's a collection of such poems. It's called a deranged world
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