And they hate it so much, in fact, that it's like right behind my eyelids is the shadows of these little ugly tormentors just dancing about, pretending to be innocuous, pretending to be of an assistance, but instead have continued to make me down world spiral to the point that I f****** broke down in the middle of a chipotle, sobbing in the hallway like a child. And I'm fed up with it. I am tired of playing your savior