@nicole_11
Nicole ..
@nicole_11 · 2:18

I am Miss 90% shy all the time !

I always have this thought at the back of my head that what the person might be thinking about me is very much important than what I want to do, than what I would do to make myself feel better. It's a very heavy load, and sometimes I wish I could offload. There are times when I'm able to do things without worrying about people's opinion. And those have been few, most liberating moments of my life, and I want to live that more

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@Aishani
Aishani Chatterjee
@Aishani · 1:54
And after a certain point, I did realize that it is becoming extremely exhausting doing this, constantly caring about who is going to think what about me. And at the end of the day, I think we can't really please everyone. And I know it's not even about people pleasing sometimes. It's just about putting yourself out there, right? Just knowing that you are doing something, saying something in front of others and how other people are going to perceive it
@nicole_11
Nicole ..
@nicole_11 · 0:54

@Aishani

I really wish that I could post my first swell note or whatever we call this out there in other platforms. Like WhatsApp? And instagram. I wish I was brave enough for that. Yeah, I mean not yet but I hope someday we will
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