That's the first step for V two moksha problem. Don't give up. At least try many times. Bhagwa Kita also teaches that leave in present. Don't take a wise decision on the basic of past life. Don't take a decision of a past life consequences on current situation and if you take any decision then in future you have opportunity to grip better offer but you know that there is something miss in the resources don't regret on that when you don't achieve that stick care