So I'm just going to be frustrated and I'm just going to rant about it. And some of them even admitted they have formed some very wicked perceptions of women, things that should not even be repeated. They have hatred towards women, hatred towards their own life. They're self loathing. That is the term for it. They're self loathing and they're filled with shame and they struggle with reconciling these emotions and they struggle with being honest about the root cause of these negative and dark emotions