Her painful and himalachria revealed that she lost herself. She lost her entire self in loving him and finally she lost herself in losing him. He went away and Hinomore wanted her again in his life. But her soul is hurted deeply. Her soul is screaming, her soul is weeping deeply. She drowned deeper in caring him. So it's hard for her to stop all tearings, to stop all her tears from her eyes. Even he tore up her wings