And the whole pandemic last time I saw Kaya was my mother's funeral. So the whole pandemic, I didn't really hear from her. I could pick up the phone and call her, but I'm not because I feel like every time we get to these moments, I'm the one patching it up and I just don't feel the need to do it. I just don't feel like doing it this time, because I don't understand it. I don't know why we're here