And I felt like if anybody that would be in my corner, it would be my two daughters, but trying to raise them on my own and moving from New York City to here, and I don't know what happened, but I don't I don't know what happened, but I do know what happened. And I like to say that what happened to me happened to them. I had my youngest daughter for Kiara so that Kiara would not be out here like me with nobody