Nobody deserves the damage I come with. I say that I aspire to smile because that's how it is. We are drawn to the happy wits of life and run away from the sad. But what I actually aspire to do is feel something, anything, to get over this numbness that leaves me incapable of doing the only thing I derive my selfish pleasures from. The ability to destroy myself trying to be nice. This year, I pledge to destroy the void