It's like it's really hard to break through that because that kind of energy field, it sucks the energy right out of me so that I feel very vulnerable. So can you imagine a small child? Well, for 18 years they live in an environment that is very toxic. The energy field is so heavy and then there's no one to help calm that child in the environment. The only people that are supposed to save her are people that are putting more of that negative energy out there