And everything is so confusing and it's rerunning in my head and I can't go to sleep even when I want to. It haunts me in my dreams and I don't even dream anymore. I wake up slightly all throughout the night thinking of all the things that taught me. And I'm tired of the way I've been in the program I got for a living. I'm trying to change it. I don't know how
Crystal Salinas
@walworld4 · 3:18
You may not know the reason bad, you don't know the reason now, but you'll be able to look back and be like, okay, they were here to teach him this lesson or they were there just to be this. But now, going forward, I just have to think about myself. I'm trying to do that too. I'm trying to think of myself. I know it's hard. Just try thinking about you and what you want out of life