I just had to think about it for a long time is what I'm saying. That's not what I'm here to talk about. So people say that about me, right? The way I talk or the things I talk about. And I say a lot. So I'm very scatterbrained this morning. This is why I didn't go to school, because I have a lot of things to think about
marce w
@knomarcie · 5:00
And when everything is wrong, that's the time to act like everything is right and everything is always wrong all the time and always has been. And that's completely true for me. And no one believes it because it sounds like an exaggeration, but I've literally never been able to be myself. And I feel like I need some genuine help. And that sounds like really genuine or actually that sounds like probably hysteria to a lot of people
marce w
@knomarcie · 4:58
It's not like emotional, but it probably is emotional because of the way I was raised or programmed, you know? And I feel so hyper aware of everything going on in my brain but I'm also angry that I'm not because I'm not fixing myself and I just want to find the answers, I guess, to like, everything. Maybe I need to go get diagnosed so then I can be like, okay, here the thing is wrong with me