I became nothing for no one. And now I'm just a big f*** of all of it, and I don't really know what to do. And I'm very mad and just very irritating with myself and everyone and mostly my parents. And I want to do it my way because I never have before. But what ends up happening is a lot of people do that, I think. And it's got to happen to other people, especially teenagers. Come on
marce w
@knomarcie · 4:47
Keep up the act, like I don't know if I'm keeping up the act or I'm just being me, man. I'm just being a human. I'm constantly just trying to figure out what I'm actually doing. I think I'm pretty I think I'm f****** horrible looking. Absolutely disgusting. Don't anyone look at me. No one wants to
And then there's true victims out there who cannot because they don't have the tools, the capacity, the maturity, the experience or the help to get past themselves in order to have a future because they've had horrible things happen to them. But here's the deal. You're still young enough, and you're, I think I think you're 19. Seriously, give yourself a break, man
Swell Team
@Swell · 0:15
marce w
@knomarcie · 4:59
And how boring and how angry and how stressed out my family makes me, how they always have, how it's been abusive or borderline abusive or whatever the f*** it is. I can't figure it out. I want to go back and fix it. And it's something that weighs heavy on me and something I think that is causing a lot of my problems is them
And also, don't hurt your feelings, because I'm a very direct person. Right. But back to you. When I say give yourself a break, I'm not talking about skipping school and doing drugs and stuff like that and do what normal 19 year olds do. If that's your normal baseline, then you might want to reconsider your baseline. However, I think give yourself a break emotionally. Don't be an emotional terrorist. Don't think that everything is something you have to fix