And then I realized, do I enjoy being sad just because it's all I know, I was raised around that, but then I think maybe I'm just like a spoiled brat and I think it was sad, but it's not. But those are my feelings, and I should be sad if feel sad, but I want to feel sad all the time, and people don't like that, but who gives a show what people like?
marce w
@knomarcie · 4:58
Like I have so much to say, but I don't at all. I can do both. I can do both with almost everything. Every emotion the opposite. Well, there's a really opposite emotion, but you can kind of put them on a scale, comparing them to each other, you know, sometimes a great example, love versus is hate. I believe the opposite of love is a difference while they're interchangeable, you know, they can kind of both
marce w
@knomarcie · 4:56
From a young, young age, I already knew I was f*****. I knew that I was going to be traumatized with these two f****** bozos because those f****** bozos decide to stay together when they said they would divorce and they divorced and stayed together. So imagine that. And they weren't even really married legally. And I've never liked my parents. I've never felt liked by them
marce w
@knomarcie · 5:00
But I really don't care about being viewed. Being perceived, being just being my body, my physical body. Being understood by others is not a priority of mine, but it is. I care so much about my body. Whether I have a fat a**, whether I have my legs, whether I have a skinny waist, whether all of the things that a woman should have, should wording illusion of knowing