louis blasi
@khamsa · 4:50
#TellYourStory | The day I realized I had grown up was when I...
So, of course, after many ayahuasca ceremonies, after many prayers, after many ways of me trying to find God, before God will find me, I just came to a conclusion that everything around me was just an illusion. It was something that somebody told me. It was something that somebody said for me to believe. And that veil in front of me was just crumbling. It was just dissolving, and it hurt, and I fell on the serving. I felt really low
Kitha Larie
@chitchatwithkk · 1:29
And the vision of life, it was torn apart because it didn't end up what you were desiring. It seems like that you didn't have the tool sets that you needed at that time to be successful, nor that you have the support. But I do want to say I'm sorry to hear about what happened with your first real relationship living girlfriend and the situation. However, what you described, like, everything coming like that, it kind of sounded like a spiritual awakening
louis blasi
@khamsa · 4:54
And I guess part of you realizing or part of you going back to where everything started, right? Because let's just say that we come from the spirit, that we are going to return sometime in the future. So I think you have to go through some situations, maybe struggles, and your friends are not going to help you. Your parents are not going to be there to help you. Your spouse or your significant other is not going to be there to help you