What does this mean?
It's not lust. I'm not lusting after him. I picture myself to be his woman. I have visions how we are connected and how we experience life and doing things and dating and stuff like that. Maybe I'm saying too much, but I just need to know what does that mean? When I'm constantly in this thought about him, I can't stop thinking about him
And I get that. I'm just on here confessing this because I need somebody to just don't tell me what I want to hear. I want the truth. What it sound like? Do I sound like I'm desperately seeking love? Do it sound like something is there? Because he just know that I am a fan of his he just know of that status I am pursuing for him to know me better because of his patreon page that he has for his fans