So as I grew up, I got interested in I got interested in spirituality and it was my fervent prayer since my childhood for God to take me up to heaven by doing anything to me. So he answered with sufferings so slowly. I grew in the spirituality too. Later through after many, some 15 years, I was anointed. I am being anointed now. So I am being anointed by Mother Mary and she speaks to me all the time and guides me and helps me in everything