And yeah, it's been going on for 50 days and it's amazing and it's crazy how many things happened in my life and at the same time, how many things I learned during these last 50 days. And probably in the nature of 50 days, when I get to the episode 100, I will look back and I say, oh my f****** God. So many things changed. And I think that's life that I'm choosing right now