I've recently reconnected with some old friends and much older than me, about double plus my own age. And I have to say it's nice to have done so. Sharing experiences in life and the reality of where they are and what they're going through comparative towards my own just shrinks my own problems and reminds me it's nothing into the world. And I just need to keep prying, keep prying at the door of possibility until I can finally get something worthwhile, at least to me