No more being sick again I've been a fool most of tonight I somehow managed to break my own heart it was mostly delusional with just a little bit of truth in each part getting up again I'm not surprised I actually left a bit this path is too well known the same steps I was taking the journey for me won't ever really quit mistakes made seem like drugs when I see what I could take it's easy for past moments to smile that always appear when I'm awake once more into what I can only pretend is not going to end the same helping hand always stands out it's my old friend pure shame at least tonight I won't have to go home those walls always remind me I'm still alone morning won't take too long this night shouldn't end till wrong after all these feelings are strong thank you kindly