I don't let it bother me as I think back to and fro it's just reality that otherwise surprises with what is to be expected and is exactly as you would say. But I guess in everything I wouldn't have it any other way. Hope everyone's doing well and if you're not, remember there's always another day there's always tomorrows. Look forward to what you can. Don't beat yourself up. Don't ruin what hasn't happened yet because of what did